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I know....I really do and I have tried to eat and have been going to work I have tried to do productive things....I just hurt so bad right now and there is nothing that can be done.

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I have been there. It is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt. I tried everything to shake it. One thing I did was buy a Kawasaki Ninja. Then I decided to quit my job therefore lost the Ninja. I stayed drunk everyday. I always kept a 5th of something in my vehicle and started on it first thing every morning. All that made things worse! I thought of doing alot of bad things to myself. Then finally I met my wife now and have three beautifull daughters. I tell you right now gal the only way for you is up. I cant tell you to forget about this guy because you wont be able to. I can tell you to ride the bumpy road on out because you will get over this. Always keep yourself with a friend and try not to be alone at this time. This will help. Also pull out the good book and call up on the Lord. He will send you comfort. Just dont do anything bad. You have way too many loved ones that care about you!